Hold Back The Night

It's 7 AM, and I am just now going to bed. I spent the most of the day, and the entire night, making a dress for the opera La Boheme, which you would think opens tomorrow judging by my willingness to pull an all-nighter. Nope. I think Jan 17th is the first performance. I just couldn't stand having it hanging over my head anymore and wanted to be able to focus fully on Christmas, moving, and playing with the 4,000 friends who seem to be in town right now (which is awesome). I wish I could say the after-college all-nighters were a rarity, but that'd be a nope, too. At least I can say is I came by it naturally; my Dad came downstairs about 5:45 to say goodnight, he was off to bed. Yes, I do realize we are weird.

I'm having trouble playing it cool right now, at least in my own head. Last week I was super cautious, skeptical, even. Now, in my brain, I still am, but I spent a good bit of the day moping through my work because even if I'm not sold on something yet, I want others to be. Maybe it just comes down to me being impatient. Also, I listen to more swoony 60's songs than I should. Oh Frankie Avalon, where are you?

I really shouldn't post at this time of the night/morning. Never been drunk, but sleep-deprived posting is probably close to drunk dialing on the list of things likely to embarrass you the next day. I'm sure my English will be atrocious!

I have about 35 things I should do tomorrow..er, today. I wonder if it's even worth it to sleep. Whelp, guess I'm gonna go find out!